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Who Wants It More?

The NFL’s long-standing tagline re-imagined by Sean Pamphilon. This video aired in 2007.

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Pure Ricky Willams

Unvarnished, off-the-cuff conversation with Ricky Williams in 1999.

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Mr. Robinson (Before & After Jackie)

 

 

 

 

i walked into work the other day

unobstructed,

i passed by

the cubicles of people who

greeted me with warmth

while other’s avoided eye contact

in a way they thought was sly/

 

i began to wonder

‘what if the people who avoided eye contact’

petitioned in an effort

to prevent me from getting my job…

what if they called me ‘nigger’

behind my back

as my talent

helped buy them the cars

which drove them to fancy restaurants–

restaurants which made me eat out of sight,

never within earshot/

 

just go play baseball and be gracious

they told him

be silent/whatever you do, please

just be silent

that was the deal in 1947…

 

/once denied access to manicured fields

and basic levels of dignity

now they put him on a pedestal

in the afternoon

and hid him from access

after dark/

 

eyes greeted him with resentment,

skepticism/with awe…

 

hypocricy embedded in the uniform

that covered his body,

still, he played–

/he would not be a ‘cool papa’ bell

or a josh gibson–

he would be…

JACKIE

 

you ever heard of martin dihigo?

he played baseball/once upon a time–

 

dihigo, was serviceable

and irrelevant

every time he entered

and exited

a negro league ballfield…

 

you ever heard of a guy named rube foster?

rube didn’t have a branch rickey

but he played for,

managed

and ran his own teams/

 

was rube foster the black christy mathewson?

no, he was the black rube foster

/and he made the baseball hall of fame

without ever playing a game of

organized

baseball/

 

before and after jackie,

you see

do you see?

 

jackie played,

he played–

jackie robinson

played aggressive-passive

baseball/

he could not react to insults

or injustices….

 

steal bases,

drive your opponents to distraction,

while putting your team first

and peace of mind

second…

that was the deal–

you should know these things

about jackie robinson/

 

pioneers make declarations–

they pass before their time,

and sometimes these men

wear a boys uniform

in a coward’s world

a world that reluctantly looked him in the eye

for the first time

on april 15th, 1947…

 

he was more than just

 

the first black man

to play

within self-righteous

white lines–

he had to absorb

hatred and loathing

as if breathing in air–

he had to endure and say nothing…

 

/for that was the deal

 

you ever walked up to a fountain

that said, ‘you can’t’

or

a bathroom that said,

                                    ‘don’t even think about it!

/his fate

decided by an institution which

ignored

and suppressed his kind for years

for it was in their

best interests

 

the best interests of baseball…

 

still, he played/jackie played

his interesting play was the foundation

for the future

and current

best interests of baseball/

 

suddenly

 

hank aaron was interesting

willie mays,

mccovey and stargell

were of interest as well/

bob gibson,

rod carew,

reggie jackson–

they were all…

 

interesting

 

do you think junior griffey

plays an interesting game of baseball?

/fifty years ago yesterday

he wouldn’t even garner

the interest of

the baseball encyclopedia

 

are you getting the point?

 

/jackie robinson was beyond interesting

he was mezmerizing,

captivating, he was

trailblazing…

 

/ten years he played in a league

which was organized,

therefore

recognized–

fifty years ago today,

 

they let him play,

for the first time/

i walked into work the other day

unobstructed,

i passed by

the cubicles of people who

greeted me with warmth

while other’s avoided eye contact

in a way they thought was sly/

 

i began to wonder

‘what if the people who avoided eye contact’

petitioned in an effort

to prevent me from getting my job…

what if they called me ‘nigger’

behind my back

as my talent

helped buy them the cars

which drove them to fancy restaurants–

restaurants which made me eat out of sight,

never within earshot/

 

just go play baseball and be gracious

they told him

be silent/whatever you do, please

just be silent

that was the deal in 1947…

 

/once denied access to manicured fields

and basic levels of dignity

now they put him on a pedestal

in the afternoon

and hid him from access

after dark/

 

eyes greeted him with resentment,

skepticism/with awe…

 

hypocricy embedded in the uniform

that covered his body,

still, he played–

/he would not be a ‘cool papa’ bell

or a josh gibson–

he would be…

JACKIE

 

you ever heard of martin dihigo?

he played baseball/once upon a time–

 

dihigo, was serviceable

and irrelevant

every time he entered

and exited

a negro league ballfield…

 

you ever heard of a guy named rube foster?

rube didn’t have a branch rickey

but he played for,

managed

and ran his own teams/

 

was rube foster the black christy mathewson?

no, he was the black rube foster

/and he made the baseball hall of fame

without ever playing a game of

organized

baseball/

 

before and after jackie,

you see

do you see?

 

jackie played,

he played–

jackie robinson

played aggressive-passive

baseball/

he could not react to insults

or injustices….

 

steal bases,

drive your opponents to distraction,

while putting your team first

and peace of mind

second…

that was the deal–

you should know these things

about jackie robinson/

 

pioneers make declarations–

they pass before their time,

and sometimes these men

wear a boys uniform

in a coward’s world

a world that reluctantly looked him in the eye

for the first time

on april 15th, 1947…

 

he was more than just

 

the first black man

to play

within self-righteous

white lines–

he had to absorb

hatred and loathing

as if breathing in air–

he had to endure and say nothing…

 

/for that was the deal

 

you ever walked up to a fountain

that said, ‘you can’t’

or

a bathroom that said,

                                    ‘don’t even think about it!

/his fate

decided by an institution which

ignored

and suppressed his kind for years

for it was in their

best interests

 

the best interests of baseball…

 

still, he played/jackie played

his interesting play was the foundation

for the future

and current

best interests of baseball/

 

suddenly

 

hank aaron was interesting

willie mays,

mccovey and stargell

were of interest as well/

bob gibson,

rod carew,

reggie jackson–

they were all…

 

interesting

 

do you think junior griffey

plays an interesting game of baseball?

/fifty years ago yesterday

he wouldn’t even garner

the interest of

the baseball encyclopedia

 

are you getting the point?

 

/jackie robinson was beyond interesting

he was mezmerizing,

captivating, he was

trailblazing…

 

/ten years he played in a league

which was organized,

therefore

recognized–

fifty years ago today,

 

they let him play,

for the first time/

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Roger G & ME by Sean Pamphilon

By Sean Pamphilon On April 16, 2012 · Leave a Comment

This short, Roger G. & Me, is my first statement on camera since this controversy has started.  In the past several days I have been accused of hiding by some.  In reality, I was trying to sort through media requests and find where I could get my interview uploaded [...]

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NFL.com Article

By tennypriebe On April 13, 2012 · Leave a Comment

NFL.com picked up on the Jonette Howard piece and continues to move the dialogue forward in an article called “Steve Gleason Documentary Might Not be Completed.”

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Johnette Howard article Right, Wrong and the Bounty Tape

By Sean Pamphilon On April 12, 2012 · 2 Comments

Here is a link to the Johnette Howard article released today on ESPN.com.  It takes a fair hand at analyzing the situation and outlines my greater ethical struggle of releasing a tape that will benefit millions of people vs. going against the personal judgment of a man with [...]

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Coming Soon….The United States of Football

By tennypriebe On April 12, 2012 · Leave a Comment

Sean’s newest venture is near completion.  A documentary entitled The United States of Football about Sean’s journey of the past two years researching the subject of player health and safety from the pee-wee’s to the pro’s.

“A father, who has trained his son all his life to play [...]

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Behind The Scenes Of “Run, Ricky, Run”

By seanpamphadmin On August 11, 2011 · Leave a Comment

Sean Pamphilon, director of “Run, Ricky, Run”, joins the Bob Haynie Show with Mark Zinno to discuss Ricky Williams and what he will bring to Baltimore. The two also discuss the follow up documentary, “The Truth Cabin.”
http://baltimore.cbslocal.com/2011/08/11/behind-the-scenes-of-run-ricky-run/

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Podcast Interview (Monday 7/25/2011) with RadicalRuss from NORML

By seanpamphadmin On July 28, 2011 · Leave a Comment

Did a great interview with RadicalRuss for the NORML podcast (link goes to NORML site) on Tuesday where we discussed the the film, as well as truthful storytelling & the media, race, marijuana vs. alcohol & of course football. (my interview starts @ 32:30)

Thanks,

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Catching Steve Gleason

By Sean Pamphilon On July 25, 2011 · Leave a Comment

I am neither the most mobile, nor the strongest guy in the world, but in split-second moments that require agility and power, I can hurdle like Edwin Moses and have a home run trot like Reggie Jackson.

When my 13-year-old son was 13 months-old, we were at some friends house for a children’s birthday party. [...]

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Sun Sentinel Article today: Filmmaker working on Ricky Williams sequel

By seanpamphadmin On July 21, 2011 · Leave a Comment

Filmmaker working on Ricky Williams sequel

Creator of ESPN documentary on Ricky Williams has more to tell

By Andrew Carter, Sun Sentinel

When Sean Pamphilon completed “Run Ricky Run,” – the documentary about Ricky Williams that appeared on ESPN as part of the network’s “30-for-30″ series – Pamphilon felt good about [...]

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‘My Level’, A 2007 Poem about my relationship with Ricky Williams

By seanpamphadmin On July 20, 2011 · Leave a Comment

yesterday we sat on the floor

in his near empty kitchen
voices cascading across the expansive linoleum

speaking of being seniors in college
with broken hearts, as our first loves
both chose the embrace of another…

…just as we were putting our big boy pants on
ready to take on the [...]

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